The Precious Oven

Want to sell off my oven...
Akira EO-18CONV.

Still in good working condition.

Details:

• Capacity 18L
• Temperature Control Selector
• With Convection Function
• With Top & Bottom Heating Selector
• 60 Minutes Timer
• Power Output: 1380 (W)

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People who are still reading.. help me publicise? I can predict the arrival of my new oven (gift) soon! hehehe.

Speaking of which, i was supposed to be at somewhere near my new oven today. sigh.
expect the least unexpected.
dampening my TGIF mood.

to think that i have been looking forward to this day the whole week.. :(

what's next?

the AIG scare.
the health (melamine) scare.
the brankruptcy of Lehman Brother.
the retrenchment of 900 staff by DBS.

so, what's next?

thank god caas is not retrenching.
what an economy.
sigh.

on a brighter note, we still see people travelling overseas during the downturn.
my cousin, peixian (姐姐), just came back from Japan.
and she bought this $5 apple for us.
hahahaha.

the $5 apple.


this is a sinful weekend..
had McDonald's for breakfast yesterday..
Western food for lunch today,
and KFC for dinner in awhile.
to make it worse, i baked blueberry and yoghurt crumble cake..!



the crumble portion is slightly burnt because i was too engrossed in the tv programme.
when i went back to check, it was black already.
wahahaha.

i'm glad it still tasted fine.

i love my weekends.. but why does weekends have to end so sooon.. :(

are we even friends?

you never fail to disappoint me,
although we haven't been in touch for months.

i didn't walk out of your life.
i was chased out of your life. by you.
i'm not someone who likes remember the unhappy events but i just thought it was unnecessary for the big fuss then.

i believe that when things go wrong, both parties are at fault.
i believe keeping mum was my fault.
but if only you could understand why.
if you could have been more understanding in my situations,
maybe we would be as close as we used to be.

you chased me out of your life.
i left for laos. and china.
and while i was away, i was THE ONE who took the initiative to message you.
did you? no.
you put me out of your life since that fateful day.

we finally met up after so many months.
so many months of misunderstanding uncleared.
so many months of unspoken words.
i just felt i don't belong anymore.
we don't speak the same language anymore.
we don't share the same dream anymore.
and we don't see life the same again.

i'm sorry i haven't called or smsed.
i'm sorry i don't share your life anymore.
as you always think i am too busy for you.
but aren't you the same?

you always say i don't call or sms.
why aren't you doing the same?
why am i always the one.
are you the only one disappointed?
am i not?

you used to be my most important girl.
you really were.

i'm sorry i don't share your life the same way i did.
but i'm glad i used to.

am i supposed to leave your life altogether since you have never tried to understand?
part of me is eager in order not to feel greater disappointment.
part of me just can't bear to.
you used to be my most important girl.

i do miss those times together.
have you ever asked?

ying.
you used to be my most important girl.
you really were.

Photos, and more photos..

Sigh.. 250 photos.
i'm not even a-fifth through it!
and it's only Laos photos.




when can i ever finish developing and arranging the photos?!


我真的好累了.

好久不见!

i'm back here..
BECAUSE i have no idea why my host keep attracting the unwanted spam.

and wordpress and limited..
and it's a HASSLE for me to direct blogger to my host.
i wonder wad my host provider is doing!

i wanted to create the CNAME to direct, but they haven't done it for me.
so frustrating..!


well anyways..
weekend came and went.. SO SOOOOON.
botak came back only at 1 yesterday, and had to leave by 3.30 today.
how short could that be..


another week to go.. busy busy busy!

why do people die?

i can't help but be reminded of dad's death when i learnt of ah bao's granny's death.
so sudden.
so upset.
so unacceptable.
so regrettable.


i remember i wasn't home often the last week he was alive.
i regretted reaching home late the night before he passed away.
i couldn't remember when was the last time i said i love him.


and i still can't forget seeing dad lying dead with a tube in his mouth.
it's too hurting.


i'm sorry for ah bao's lost. and i hope she'll be stronger, for i want to be stronger for dad too
although we know it's not easy.






dad, i still miss you all the time.
time doesn't seem to heal..

August 5 is coming!

first, i must say i'm sorry for not updating.. but, nobody's been reading ma! =x

then, i'm 3 weeks away from arriving at Singapore International Airport! so i've got to travel to places i'm supposed to go before going back singapore, to make this trip worthwhile.

spent my last weekend in Suzhou, staying at jek and adriel's place. pretty apartment they've got all by themselves. lucky guys. and thank god the apartment not messy (for 2 guys, that is). suzhou's quite pretty, with all the olden feel. but since it's summer, all trees are green and all gardens look the same.

speaking of summer, shanghai was damn hot yesterday! 38.6 deg. gosh. at the other side of the world, greg experienced a 3 deg temperature in melbourne. i hope he's fine with staying there for the next couple of years, and not miss his girlfren as much.. and sends me many many many many postcards! =)

no more pictures till i'm back in singapore.. i've been too lazy lately. =)
bye..!